when you can’t tell your only friend your issues, because then I’d give them so much pressure, because they’re the closet thing I have. sigh.
Okay so I typed in “Bang” into the tumblr search bar and I ended up finding my 8th grade teacher’s daughter eventually in a photo lol wtf? I scrolled through a lot before hand.
I want to become famous, not for the fame, but because I want to change the route of social evolution. It’s so messed up right now.
Photo by Holstee
omfg this photo took the words out of my mouth, this couldn’t have been written better.
Too many people don’t think like this. This is why I’m always so happy.
Well pretty much, like no one values anything anymore. Like I value almost everything. Like I think I found my reason on why I feel like I’m on drugs(for those who don’t know me, I’ve never tried any just what I think it feels like) all time, actually it’s just the feeling that I get of thinking; differently than The Brokens. Like eyesight like, it’s just so insane how we can see just like looks at your hands everything around you, it’s just so difficult to grasp on how we even exist, it’s so insane! But nah people just waste their lives.
I’m so sleep deprived, I don’t even remember what I send someone after 5 minutes. I’m so sleep deprived everything like a dream. I’m so sleep deprived it’s like I’m always high, I’m drug free, so I actually wouldn’t know. I’m so sleep deprived I don’t even know what’s going on. I’m so sleep deprived that I over sleep and forget my wonderful dreams. I’m so sleep deprived everything is so confusing. I don’t even know where I’m going with this. I just want to find my special someone, my reason to live. I’m convinced that no one cares about me, but it doesn’t bother me as much as it would. I just know that life will get better, it does, therefor even with suicide thoughts, I will never dare to do, not because I’m scared, it’s just stupid to take your own life away. “every day I wake up, I chose life, I chose light and I try”. I choose whether the day is good or bad. I always choose good, even if a lot of negative things or nothing happened that day. I just want someone to talk to. I’m just so over everything, I don’t care about anything much, but I’ll find my true permanent happiness one day. (: <3
LOLLL!! There’s more, but don’t want to show all the funny parts.